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Ever Notice how people act? It's called 2 faced. You know when people act and say things when they are around, and then say and act a totally different way when they are behind your back? It's Kind of like this picture. Usually it is someone that is nice and then they get evil. Not alot of times do you see someone nice to you and then plan dull behind your back. It just doesn't make a lot of sense. Are people this way because they are just mean or are they depressed? Would it be fair to call it multiple personality? I think my boss is this way.

Example:

I have worked in my company for just about 2 years now. When I first started to deal with him he would be all stern voice, showing his authority and coming down on me when I would make a mistake. Then he would turn around and talk with my other boss like I was the most trusted one he works with. Let me tell you this is such a mind *uck.

On top of the he doesn't even know my name. He calls me by my last name which he thinks is Dobson. I don't have a clue where he got that name. Get this no one even has the courage to correct him. So he speaks about me and I don't even get any credit for it. Is this nuts or what?

Ever Notice...

I am surrounded by certain numbers in my life. They are 2, 6, 12. I can't seem to get away from these numbers. Today I checked my horoscope and my number was 2. Insane.

I need a new job. I feel like I am not challenged enough here. I am everyones Bitch. I am doing all the work that no one else wants to do. I have to admit that I do things that are positive and I never complain about doing it. But come on! This is crazy. I am in a dieing company that doesn't have any plans to change its ways and I am stuck in the middle of it.

I do have to say that I am looking for a new place of work. Everything that I do find that I know I am qualified for I get nothing. No responce. I know that all I have to do is get a chance to prove that I can make it happen. Untill then i am going to keep banging my head against this computer hoping it will make it all go away.